Blue Girl 208pounds

Crazy lady rants

Starting Over—-AGAIN! for the 1,000th time

on July 8, 2013

By now I am supposed to weigh my goal weight of 135. HAHAAA that’s funny! OK, not really. It’s very sad, and discouraging. On the bright side it shows that no matter how many times I fail, I keep trying. So I’m going to go back a few years, 7 to be exact and start you off where this whole mess started.

In 2006 I was a thick, not fat but I did have extra meat on me than I should have. I wasn’t too concerned. Sometime that summer I got pregnant with my 1st and the weight piled on. In March 2007 I gave birth to beautiful healthy 7 pound baby girl. My delivery weight was 195 and my body never left 191 after that. So in 2010 I got pregnant with my 2nd child and lost 11 pounds during the pregnancy due to all day sickness. I delivered at 202 pounds in January 2011. After delivery I dropped down to 169 pounds and OMG how I loved seeing that number. I didn’t see anything below 190 since 2006!

I slowly gained a few pounds staying steady around 174, I wasn’t so much concerned with my weight because I was too busy caring for my newborn. Fast forward to October 2011, I was depressed, hated life, hated where I lived and everyone and everything. I was in a bad place. So, I decided to get away for a while and visit my family in Virginia. I told my husband I’m going down south I don’t know for how long or when I’ll be back.

I found a house down there and started the process to purchase it. Fast forward through a bunch of buying troubles, moving 500 miles away, living with the parents for 4 months longer than planned, getting engaged and moving into the new house in April 2012. I am now weighing in at 197. From October at 174 to April 1 at 197. sad sad sad.


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